From good to bad. What a day.
Dont misread my question/answer. Dont assume, ask. For you didnt know.
Sentosa today with Eileen, Jolene, YiGuang, Jackson, Yang, Kangwen, Xunzhong, Alex & Delon to have belated birthday celebration for YiGuang & Jackson.
Didnt sleep for the night. Even thought I promised yeemay I will.
Reached pretty early & waited for the rest. Bused to harbour front. & then got tickets for entry & headed towards siloso beach. Lots of thing to get occupied by in mind, got moody. It not that I want it, I cant control it. Be in my shoes perhaps there will be answers.
Recieved a call & got pissed off. Im not suppose to but how was I to know. Some ask why & I just went 'nothing'. I had all kept within.
Volleyball/captain ball. Headed towards palawan beach after some time. With the increasing tiredness, mood got worst. I hate being that way, you may had no idea how much I hated being that way. It sucks big time.
Sat around & just watch as the guys play. Emo-ed with YiGuang & played around with him. Poker card with alex, yang & eileen too.
I very much wanted to get hyper but was pretty drain out. With lots of problem to handle at the same time as well. I dislike feeling so stress. I cant handle it like I think I could.
Chatted & daydreamed most of the time..
Left at around 3 to showered & have dinner at 'boonkang'-?, steamboat. Eileen didnt join us, hse need to rush back home. Didnt have much, was tired & wanted to sleep. ):
Back to yishun, all went their way. Yang, Jackson, Delon & Kangwen bused home. Jolene & Xunzhong went their way. Left YiGuang, Alex & me. They both wanted to walk home.
They went off & I waited for leona & charis. Saw Jolene & Xunzhong. They were so sweet & accompanied me. Thanks.
Accompanied charis to wait for her bus. Soon after, recieved a message & brokedown at the interchange. Walked over to 2oo+ prata shop with a heavy heart. Stress. Feel so much like crying. It so hard faking a smile.
Slacked somewhere near my block downstairs. Cried, felt very depressed. Leona understand it all. Had a talk with her. But, I can feel that Im not doing much for what I wanted. Because, I fear.
Problem & more problems. When will it be resloved?
As the clock tick past 12 midnight on the 633th day, I told myself its over.
The faith i hold will no longer be held on to.
I waited & waited, realised it was never meant to be.
Move on.
.
Reached pretty early & waited for the rest. Bused to harbour front. & then got tickets for entry & headed towards siloso beach. Lots of thing to get occupied by in mind, got moody. It not that I want it, I cant control it. Be in my shoes perhaps there will be answers.
Recieved a call & got pissed off. Im not suppose to but how was I to know. Some ask why & I just went 'nothing'. I had all kept within.
Volleyball/captain ball. Headed towards palawan beach after some time. With the increasing tiredness, mood got worst. I hate being that way, you may had no idea how much I hated being that way. It sucks big time.
Sat around & just watch as the guys play. Emo-ed with YiGuang & played around with him. Poker card with alex, yang & eileen too.
I very much wanted to get hyper but was pretty drain out. With lots of problem to handle at the same time as well. I dislike feeling so stress. I cant handle it like I think I could.
Chatted & daydreamed most of the time..
Left at around 3 to showered & have dinner at 'boonkang'-?, steamboat. Eileen didnt join us, hse need to rush back home. Didnt have much, was tired & wanted to sleep. ):
Back to yishun, all went their way. Yang, Jackson, Delon & Kangwen bused home. Jolene & Xunzhong went their way. Left YiGuang, Alex & me. They both wanted to walk home.
They went off & I waited for leona & charis. Saw Jolene & Xunzhong. They were so sweet & accompanied me. Thanks.
Accompanied charis to wait for her bus. Soon after, recieved a message & brokedown at the interchange. Walked over to 2oo+ prata shop with a heavy heart. Stress. Feel so much like crying. It so hard faking a smile.
Slacked somewhere near my block downstairs. Cried, felt very depressed. Leona understand it all. Had a talk with her. But, I can feel that Im not doing much for what I wanted. Because, I fear.
Problem & more problems. When will it be resloved?
As the clock tick past 12 midnight on the 633th day, I told myself its over.The faith i hold will no longer be held on to.
I waited & waited, realised it was never meant to be.
Move on.
.
